Listen Ugly Duckling, what others think of you is their problem.
Too bad, they think you're so unattractive and they have to deal with you anyway.
You were attractive enough to get yourself a house...a house that is attractive enough for them to want to live there.
How many points is that? WHO'S winning?
Maybe if they'd spend more time minding their business and less time worrying about and talking about you, they'd have their own house and some business to mind.
By the way, you said you're not attractive. I suppose you mean you're not physically attractive. Most of us are both attractive and unattractive in unique ways, and attractive isn't only physical.
We all know people who weren't so attractive when first we laid eyes on 'em, but they became beautiful as we got to know them.
By the same token, we all know people who appeared to be beautiful UNTIL we got to know them.
"Gross and disgusting" is more like when you don't take showers, use your deoderant and wear clean clothes.
Stay on top of that and respect people and you'll be the best YOU can be and have a higher opinion of yourself.
I know people have feelings and nobody wants to hear people making fun of them but you know what?
Thicken your skin!
they don't have to find you attractive. You're not trying to marry them, you're renting to them. When you hear them talking about you, you think of your favorite song and sing.
Sing because you're the one collecting the $$$$ and not renting from THEM.
Later for their personal opinions, they just need to take care of your apartment and have that rent on time, that's all.